Some poems (Garçon inspired @damngarcon)

 Recently, oomfs (@damngarcon) sent me some ambient tracks to collab over on Soundcloud. These are the lyrics I wrote for the tracks. Look out for the tracks coming out soon!

Garçon x 60secondfairytales


Flurries and symbols

The door opens into a symbol

There is a child at the end of the hallway

It is a boy

The lady at the orphanage hands him a bowl of soup

The soup is warm, and has notes of garlic and ginger in it

“Can I have a spoon?” Asks the little boy

“Drink the soup with your mouth,” says the lady. “We are out of spoons”

The boy brings the bowl up to his mouth and drinks the soup

He wets himself 

He begins to cry, and unable to stop himself, he wets himself again. 

“Here is a spoon,” said the lady at the orphanage.
It is too late, unfortunate


Hi Mom

Hi mom

How long has it been since the last time we’ve spoken?
Like actually, heart to heart

Without the windowpane of distance with the breath fogged up on it

Hi mom

How long has it been since I’ve cried to you?
I feel like I want to drink some soup

I’ll make us some soup tonight

Let me play the piano

Hi mom

I like it when you cut my hair

Hold my hands and tell me I will be okay

Play 


Tea Garden

The time clock begins to turn and I feel it turning turning

I’m running on a bicycle wheel and the wheels are turning turning

Have you ever turned 15 twice while in bed shaking? 

Waking up to your telephone number in my hands and I’m shaking because you made me so mad I wanted to cry

But the last time that I died it was somebody else

Everything is so confusing but the cigarette smoke seems to roll of the tongue like a dragon’s welcome breath

I’m a prince but I don’t have a castle

Laughably it seems like I’m the last photograph on his phone

Maybe by the time I turn sixteen I’ll stop shaking and it’ll be because I’m in your arms


Tip

Walking down a dark desert highway 

My arms are lifted above my head because you have a flashlight

And your shining the flashlight at my upper torso 

Or so many years later it seems like we’re in a relationship

Shit gets real and you turn your cheek towards the other highway

Walking down a dark desert highway

My arms are lifted above my head because you’re taking off my shirt

We kiss in my bed and the covers are whiter than our naïveté

J’ai bu le thé vert avec toi et j’étais heureuse 

Dans le matin tu dors et j’étais dans amour

Dansant avec toi dans le chemin vert et l’angle du sol se reveille en retournant les yeux

Tes yeux m’ai vu and j’ai bu le thé vert avec toi et j’étais plus heureux qu’elles parce que j’aille toi


Subtracted counterpart 

但是当天我没有用我的眼睛看你

只听得到你的声音

感觉到你身体的存在

如此温柔如此安慰

完全信任你

你的眼睛望着我的面包

第二天发了短信

但是我还在睡觉

书读得不够多

睡睡得太少了一点

但是

还是很快乐

因为你的身体存在

然后记得你的声音


synco 1 et 2

L’autre nuit je t’ai vu dans mes sueños 

Llamame por teléfono pero dans mes sueños aussi

It’s justifiable and understandable

Yo se por que tu no me sabes

Pero espero que you will know me 

Everything is everything and everywhere is everywhere

Don’t u forget it

No me hables

60secondfairytales

No me llames por que yo te conocí en el jardín du boire

60secondfairytales 

No me hables 

Nunca te olvidare bebe

Ya se que yo estoy di moda papi

Lol


Vibranium

The little boy somehow becomes a man because

That’s the circle of life 

A man who wears whites and blacks and grays 

And who doesn’t keep his sneakers that clean though they are white

A man who showers once a day and takes care of the birds

“The birds’ll get it,” you told me

What did you mean by that? 

What did you mean by that?
What did you mean by that?
What did you mean by that?
The little boy somehow becomes a man because

That is his duty to his family and to his wife

A man who keeps a flower just in case it rains

And who doesn’t mind when he gets yelled at because he knows the truth

A man who understands and who reconciles

In style 

That’s the vibration of the universe

Vibranium

C’est aussi l’amour

C’est aussi l’amour

C’est aussi l’amour

C’est aussi l’amour





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