秋风秋雨一场梦 《第一章》

 秋风秋雨一场梦


author’s note-我是想写一个爱情故事关于两个大学生同学，就像致我们单纯的小美好同样的幼稚童年小说，只是就讲两个男的。我知道中国人有点不像美国人一样包容同性恋这件事，以毕竟我在简书上发布的文章被禁闭了，所以我觉得我得小心翼翼地写，不要自找麻烦。但是，因为这是我自己的博客，那我想写什么就写什么吧。我一直都想写网络小说。这是我第一次试着写自己的小说。谢谢关注和阅读虽然我的中文基础没那么先进。而且我很多词感觉不太对劲，然后很多成语是我自己编的。所以，谢谢读者，你的耐心和原谅，我都appreciate。那么，故事正时开始！


1 喝点咖啡想想看


2004 年，8月9号。外头狂风狂雨，风刮地嗡嗡响，大家都往里面去呆着。妈妈跟小孩，到里面的图书馆，看渔港里的鱼游着转，各种少年小朋友放学进咖啡店望着外面的雨景，男女朋友一起到电影院看恐惧片。而邱峰正就坐在他家卧室里，喝着杯小咖啡，想事情，写作。


邱峰今年要32岁了。他的生日就是明天，可是他还没约好什么计划。他正在想他是不是要约他的女朋友菁菁一起去吃个晚餐。他最爱吃的肉面就是他心目中的愿望。算了吧。菁菁一定会很忙。她毕竟是个高名鼎鼎的大律师，长期工作很晚。应该会没有时间跟他吃牛肉面吧。他心里开始郁闷，怎么好像没什么别的朋友可说的？叹气。

忽然，他的电话开始嗡嗡响。邱峰这时叹口气，拿起他的Motorola razr，接电话。


“哈喽，邱峰大哥，你忘记了吗？今天是你小说发布会！都已经4:30了，你怎么还没到？！”


原来是小旭，他的PR人。他老叫他“大哥”。邱峰低头看了一下他的手表，确实是以4:30，发布会4:45 就正时开始。不说他还能不能赶得上去，他还需要吗？


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